i never wanted it to come to this... i miss you more than amything, if i could take it all back and start over i would do anything.. Anything to get back to that first year and make different choices. i missed out on and fucked up the best thing thay could have ever been ot happened.to me. i miss you i miss your arms, your touch, your smell, your lips... you... us. i want u. im going to treatment amd going to better myself. i am truly sorry. And if i had one more chance id die just to prove to u that us is what i want. ill forgive anything and change everything. fuck.. at this point i hope u can access my phone. i am sorry and i know i fucked up. i do. im sorry. i miss u and always will. i hope u find an amazing woman, you deserve her. i do love you fuck and i always will. we had that special one of a kind love. i miss it. i would do anything and i mean anything to be in your arms one last time, one last kiss. im so sorry i am nothing more than a piece of shit. i really was trying, and you truly were and always will be my.one and only, my person and i fucking miss u more than u could ever imagine.