you probably wont see this but I got to get this off my chest. it was around a couple weeks ago and i ordered some pan noodles or whatever and i guess i did something funny because you found it funny and just started giggling all a sudden. i forgot my number thing for the table and you were just swirling around after you gave it to me. maybe you were just doing your job or whatever and if so you can disregard this. if not and you thought i was intrested in you or something you need to STOP. PLEASE. i am not the guy for you. i am POISIONED. EVIL. BAD. i live in garbage like a rat person. i have nothing going for me! i just don't get it! this isn't the first time this has happened to me either! it swarms me, like a plague. i have dedicated my life to being free of any drama contributed to the opposite sex and they just impose it on me by trying to be so damn friendly. i scowl, i keep to myself and women say, 'you should smile more,' knowing full well you wouldn't like that remark if the tables were turned. Or i pretend to be remotely intrested in the conversation just to get it over with and you expect me to be engaged 24-7 in your basic plain jane life. or, how about this, i tell you i'm not intrested at all and all the sudden i'm the asshole! And i don't even know you! i'll admit it. i've never been with a women and i don't want to be with a woman. i don't want to be with a guy. i'm not gay. i just want to be left alone. i just want to die alone. i've done this for 30 years and i pray to the devil fairy that i can do it for another 30. And then i can die. maybe earlier if i'm lucky. so moral of the story? if you see a guy living his life in misery just leave him be. let him live it out in peace. thank you